I hate this mood! I hate being non-excited! I hate it when I am inactive, when my mind just goes off to sleep, I hate doing nothing, I hate being unproductive even for one second of my life, and here I am, 30 whole minutes and I have done NOTHING! This is killing me really! I tried strumming my guitar but zipped it shut within 2 minutes, then tried to call PJ and GZ but no one answered my call, then messaged my sistaah, but she never replied to it, so I reached for my cell to call her but didn't have the heart to disturb her, so I gave up on the idea and reached for my diary, tried to write some shit but then I thought of blogging it instead! Now by the time blogger.com opened itself, I totally forgot what I wanted to blog on! So now I sit all blank and totally out of ideas before the machine!
As the emptiness fills the mind, I begin to visualize the tomorrow, plan my future that my eyes want to see.
The long road trip on my bike: I would be gone for a year probably, but this, according to my calculations, isn't quite feasible in the next 2 years.
Perform in a concert: But the amount of time I am taking to learn the guitar, it doesn't seem possible for next 5 years.
My career: If everything goes as planned, then I would be packing my baggage and would be on wheels by Jan 2k7!
Treks: They will be happening whenever I get 3 straight days off!
Photography: This new found obsession will commence as soon as I get my digi-cam! So I hope this would be soon!
Sketching: Few years from now, I would be attending some art school
Music: Not sure, but if I get the time to, I surely would join some music school.
Dramatics: I guess I will, but not on my priority really!
The undisclosed: Before July 8th of 2007 surely!
The girl: Umm... No clue! Don't want to label it a priority and screw my brains! So better off alone!
So after exposing my thoughts and yet-to-be-lived-dreams to the world, I feel all geared up to start with "the undisclosed"! Ah! Relief! End of Blank Confusion :P